LovePink.
-xoxo
Trying to understand this life we live.
I’m in too deep I never cried so much. I’m not heart broken. I just wished things didn’t have to end like this. I always catch myself saying why me? Can’t do nothing right Anna. I finally got back on my feet after the worse three years of my life. Found someone who was sweet, loving, understandable. He was everything I wanted in a guy. Of course he has flaws but he’s only human. Nobody is perfect everyone makes mistakes. I look at other couples and just admire the love and bond they have. They’re more than boyfriend and girlfriend. Friends, Good friends, Best friends. That’s all i’ve ever wanted someone that can be my friend and my lover. I’m gonna miss being with him so much. Al the moments we shared. The late night conversations. The jokes and arugments. I’m gonna miss it all. From the first day we began to talk to now you always kept your promise to not break my heart and you never did. At least I know you were a man of your word. I just feel so down and depressed. I love him with every bit of me. I care so much I still can’t believe this is how it has to end. Uggghh. I can’t stop crying. My life is going to change. I got so usd to being around him and doing things for him. Now i’m alone. With nobody to run to when times get hard. He’s no longer mines. He’s free to whoever he please. I just really hate that it turned out this way man. It’s like a never ending cycle for me. I’m just gonna stay single. Its best for me….
